We all have moments when we look strong on the outside but feel like we’re falling apart inside. In the first message of I Am Not Okay, Pastor Jordan walks through the story of Jonah — a man of God who ran, not just from a calling, but from his own emotions. Jonah wasn’t rebellious; he was bitter, burned out, and mentally unraveling under the weight of anger and pride. While the storm raged around him, an even greater storm was raging within. This message gets real about mental health, burnout, and the danger of pretending everything’s fine. It’s a reminder that the God who made your mind knows how to heal it — and that surrender, not silence, is where peace begins.